Its 5am and where did this come from?

I lost track of the time that came between us
The days slipped by into weeks
The weeks into months
And yet, we can still find each other.

At first glance it may seem that all was the same
But in secret we hold desires
That neither of us had ever even dared to speak

A simple touch, and soft kisses
And before we could stop it was too late
palms sweaty and hearts racing
It was nothing
And it was everything

And here we go again
Can nothing ever be simple?
never not with the horomones, the drugs,
the ex-girls friends, the new girls, and the one
who is always in love.

And of course we could never forget the one that left
now could we?
And now lets remember that second chances dont exist
So you better make sure this one is worth it.

And Lets think back, to all the wrong choices you have made
can you connect them?
Are they really so helpful,
when you are trying to make this one?

And here comes another peaceful sleep
The kind where your warm arms are wrapped around me
The ones where I wake up to find
That I am the source of your tired smile.

And how simple is it to pretend that this never happened
But we could never do that now could we?
No, you have already made that quite clear.

And so maybe we can still take our midnight walks
The rain pouring down on us
as we kiss in the feild.

Or maybe I will just find myself wishing that none of this happened
wishing for something that will never be.
That couldnt be

Or maybe, This is everything we were searching for
everything you wanted.
everything I wanted
And why does this sound so familiar?

Oh I recall now, we have had this discussion
what was it now that you have said on countless occassions
" we are perfect for eachother "

Perfect, But we had one exception did we not?
Either way, that exception clearly does not matter anymore.

So lets say whats done is done
Because its tearing me apart to think of it
And so I will fall asleep
wishing I was with you
Because you could be my everything.