Sunday, January 18, 2009

I'm falling,

The world is going dark,
And the ocean comes up to swallow me.

If only this state could last.
I could lay here, forever, in this small space, just knowing you are close
Knowing you are safe.

Everything's going to be fine, right?
Everything's going to be fine... Right?!
Everything's going to be fine.. RIGHT!?!?

To walk into something so personal.
I wonder how it felt for you, to have someone intrude
When you just want the world to disappear.

You were so mad at me, but I couldn't leave it alone
I couldn't leave you alone.
I'm sorry, maybe it would have been better, If I had just never met you.
If you never knew me, if none of this ever happened.

I may have forgot to warn you, that I'm bad news.
I ruin lives, I ruin people.
How could I do anything else, when I myself
am so thoroughly wrecked.

I'm so sorry, all of this had to happen.
You're so different now, I'm so sorry, that I did this to you.
I'm so sorry, that I dragged you down with me.

I'm going to try harder now,
Because I don't want this to happen
Maybe you are right
Maybe I wouldn't be able to live with the guilt.

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