Am I still your nightmare?

I just can't seem to fall asleep these days.

How sad I am to say I miss you.

But I can say it sincerely, and I can say it honestly.

And I say also, that I will never forget you.
I'll never forget the way you made me feel,
I'll never forget the words you whispered so kindly to me.

I still have everything, all the memories, all the notes.
I will store them away in the back of my mind, just to remind myself.
That I'll never be good enough.
That I never was.


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I'm so in love with the idea of you.
I live in a city of delusion.

Stay away from me,
Build a fortress and shield yourself.
Can't you see how rotten I am.

Can I believe, when I don't trust?
All your fairy tales will one day turn to dust.

But I've been surprised for this long.

Break these walls down.

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I chose to hide.