I want to enjoy the consequence

I wish to give, to take, to make to shake.
I want to see it happen.

I want to see, to be.
The one that plays the game,
without no fears and regrets.

I want to know you, better than I know myself
I want to feel the end.
And enjoy the consequence.

I'm playing the game, the one that will take me to my end.
I'm waiting for the rain, to wash who I am.
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I will be fearless.
And I have yet to regret a thing, and in the end,
I will enjoy what I am served.
Because I know whatever it is. I deserve it.

I am the one that picked this out for myself.
I can't say that for all things, but this I can.
How easy it would have been for me to say No.

Easy, yet something I just couldn't do, because it wasn't what I wanted.

In the end, I can't regret this, because I will remember, that at one point,
it was what I wanted. Very much so.

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The key to my past.
If you had any idea how destructive those words are.
I should be careful.

Because if that's ever unlocked, were going to have a flood baby.

And it'll just be you and me.
I know there's not enough walls to hold that back.
Not forever.

Just for as long as I have the strength to maintain them.

I'm sure none of us our ready to get our feet wet yet.